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Friday, April 20, 2007
lololo...getting worst a bit...but getting better soon at the same time..^^

ahahah...my cough and flu is getting kind of worst today...and *someone* doesn't seems to notice...oh well..ahaha...cough and flu can be cured in a second?? minute?? a day or so...but somethings that you really want to change...sometimes just doesn't goes the way you want it to be...this is life!!...people may think..why this?? why that??...or people may regret in somethings they've done..people may always want things to go their way...some people always look in one corner of life..avoiding the truth of this world..but the truth is....we do not need to know answers to a question which is not reasonable...somethings are just better not to be known...we must not regret but start over again and move on...it may take years or even a century..but as long as its the right thing to do...its worth doing it...doesn't mean that things do not go the way you want it to be its wrong or non-existing...its just other people have their own way of doing things which make them special...and avoiding the truth is what some people do...when they really couldn't believe or let go in something...and i'm one of those people...sometimes...life get rough..but if we don't look at the bright or positive side...it'll just get dull and dull...another day is a new day...start a newday with a bright smile...a big bright smile never fails to make other people day better...or may be not...but most probably yes...for me??... my day was always a bright one...no matter how hard life may be...but we always remember the good things of life...going through hardship and everything else...but if it wasn't for life...i would have never been born in this world...never been able to meet you...never been able to experience things that are so unique that cannot be describe...that is you..my cute cute donkey...^^... so unique that your tail can drop off and stick back...a body so round and fluffy...always looking at me with a big smile...my donkey..eeyore..^^

Friday, April 6, 2007
it's friday...

today...the thing which is still stuck in my mind...is still stuck in my mind...trying my very *BAST* to get rid of it...but its hard to do...cause it happens everyday...but i believe in myself..^^...i can do it!!...well...today...got leo audition and ping pong match...melissa was playing..^^...and jiun jie partnered with mas to sing for the audition...so it was a duet...wah...before they sing i so 'gan chiong'!!...but i'm not the one singing...and then i keep pulling, massaging, and hitting anton and hui liam..hehe...sorryyyyyy...so when they started to sing..it was really soft...so we went nearer to listen...like super near...hehe...i like that song..from honey and clover...i had to admit it...their singing was good and i like it..^^...well...after that i was back to my normal self...running and jumping like a crazy girl trying to find melissa...then pooi lee went home...because she's going to watch movie with shen hsing, hui liam, jiun jie they all lah...and all i know during the ping pong match was ...melissa keep saying that daryl is cute..^^..ahahaha..and so...like so so and so so..then we went back home...^^...

doubts

DOUBT...what is doubt??...according to the oxford dictionary...doubt is a feeling of uncertainty or lack of conviction...it questions the truth or fact of something...disbelieving in someone...
DOUBT...is a scary thing...it may cause disaster to happen..or ruin a friendship or relationship...but sometimes its hard to not doubt something that is suspecious...
to cut short...BELIEVE more...DOUBT less...
could save the world..ahahaha..^^...its true...
BELIEVE ME!!!...



*BELIEVE*

a unforgettable week

so many things had happened this week...but sadly ...cause i'm forgetful this few days...so i can't remember things until very detail...but...you can sense a unhappy aura around...things that might happen and might not happen...sometimes we cannot do anything except for giving advise which could change the mind of a person..or may be help...but mostly it depends on the person themself...i felt kind of sad today in tuition...cause something happened which make me recall so many things from the past...keeping it in my tiny little heart..!!..till today...which i couldn't bear with the loads of it and burst out...only 1 knew..which was me...but after i couldn't bear with it...now 2 knew about it...a little secret hidden and lock and sealed up in our heart...^^...expressing out feelings can make one so much better...a little something i want to say...but mostly nobody will understand...if you do understand...you're good..!!...ahahaha...here goes...* i wish i knew you better than everyone else...but i couldn't do so...you do not tell me...therefore i do not know...other people knew better...but i knew nothing...i felt so left out...in a corner...knowing nothing..for you told me nothing...this feeling couldn't be describe but some people out there experience the same feeling i'm having now...knowing i know nothing and other people knows more than me..hoping you'll realise something which is a bit impossible...so...i hope i knew more about you and you would tell me more...without me asking...to fill the empty corner in my heart...to feel that i'm someone important in your life and to you...to be someone that could really help you and share happiness and sadness together...let me know that you do...just a simple wish...i hope i knew more...is it too much to ask for??*...may be...