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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
The things i've done with my mom.. XD
ahaha..when i think about the things I've done with my mom in the house, I think it's quite funny. XD
well, this just happened just now. I was watching tv just now and suddenly i heard my mom screaming ' AHhh' 'Ahhh' 'Ahhh' !!! So i quickly rush upstairs and i thought i heard my mom say RAATTT!!! but nooo.. I've heard wrongly!! It was actually a BAT!! I was like OMG!! What's a bat doing in my mom's room??!!
ahaha.. apparently the bat flew in through the toilet window and then it clung onto the curtain of my mom's room window. I've never seen a bat so upclose before and i didn't know i was afraid of it!! I didn't know i had bat phobia!! and i had to chase the bat away!! ahaha.. So i was hesitating and at that moment i really hope that we had a man in the house cause my dad is in China and i don't have a boyfriend or a brother. My eldest sister will be even more afraid than i am. Then my mom say we need to chase it outside if not she won't be able to sleep tonight.
ahaha.. i can imagine that. Imagine sleepingin the dark and when you open your eyes you can see 2 red eyes staring at you.. creepyyyy.. =) so i put my courage together and went to oepn the balcony door and the window. Everytime i ran near the bat i would run back to the door. ahaha..
So we were waiting at the door there for it to fly out on its own but it didn't even move. at that moment i felt like taking a picture of it so that i can put it in my blog but i didn't. oh well..
when the bat still didn't move, my mom took a file and gave it to me. She wanted me to use the file to fan the bat so that it'll move but i was thinking differently. I wanted to use the file to protect myself incase the bat fly here and there. XD
Anyway, my mom went to flip over the curtain and the bat still clung onto it. =.=
after awhile the bat didn't clung onto the curtain anymore. It was out side the room already but it was clunging onto the window wall and its claw was blocking us from closing the window.
We quickly close the balcony door first and i went to take a broom stick so that i can move its claw away. Mann, that bat was sure fearless! so i poke and peep and poke and peep. There was one time when i put the brron beside me to peep whether the bat is still there. As you know the bat can fly anytime so it was also scary to peep. A very intense moment was going on then suddenly 'POM' and my mom and i screamt 'Ahhhhh!!' but it turn out to be the broom that was beside me has fallen onto the floor. XD
It was a happy ending.=) We managed to get the claw out of the way so that we can close the window but the bat was still clunging onto the wall. Well, as long as its not in my house then its okay and my mom can sleep soundly. =)
So that's the story of how my mom and I chased out a bat. ahaha. Actually we've also chased a cat and a squirrel out of the house. XD hilarious!!
ahaha.. that's all for today i guess. =) night night
well, this just happened just now. I was watching tv just now and suddenly i heard my mom screaming ' AHhh' 'Ahhh' 'Ahhh' !!! So i quickly rush upstairs and i thought i heard my mom say RAATTT!!! but nooo.. I've heard wrongly!! It was actually a BAT!! I was like OMG!! What's a bat doing in my mom's room??!!
ahaha.. apparently the bat flew in through the toilet window and then it clung onto the curtain of my mom's room window. I've never seen a bat so upclose before and i didn't know i was afraid of it!! I didn't know i had bat phobia!! and i had to chase the bat away!! ahaha.. So i was hesitating and at that moment i really hope that we had a man in the house cause my dad is in China and i don't have a boyfriend or a brother. My eldest sister will be even more afraid than i am. Then my mom say we need to chase it outside if not she won't be able to sleep tonight.
ahaha.. i can imagine that. Imagine sleepingin the dark and when you open your eyes you can see 2 red eyes staring at you.. creepyyyy.. =) so i put my courage together and went to oepn the balcony door and the window. Everytime i ran near the bat i would run back to the door. ahaha..
So we were waiting at the door there for it to fly out on its own but it didn't even move. at that moment i felt like taking a picture of it so that i can put it in my blog but i didn't. oh well..
when the bat still didn't move, my mom took a file and gave it to me. She wanted me to use the file to fan the bat so that it'll move but i was thinking differently. I wanted to use the file to protect myself incase the bat fly here and there. XD
Anyway, my mom went to flip over the curtain and the bat still clung onto it. =.=
after awhile the bat didn't clung onto the curtain anymore. It was out side the room already but it was clunging onto the window wall and its claw was blocking us from closing the window.
We quickly close the balcony door first and i went to take a broom stick so that i can move its claw away. Mann, that bat was sure fearless! so i poke and peep and poke and peep. There was one time when i put the brron beside me to peep whether the bat is still there. As you know the bat can fly anytime so it was also scary to peep. A very intense moment was going on then suddenly 'POM' and my mom and i screamt 'Ahhhhh!!' but it turn out to be the broom that was beside me has fallen onto the floor. XD
It was a happy ending.=) We managed to get the claw out of the way so that we can close the window but the bat was still clunging onto the wall. Well, as long as its not in my house then its okay and my mom can sleep soundly. =)
So that's the story of how my mom and I chased out a bat. ahaha. Actually we've also chased a cat and a squirrel out of the house. XD hilarious!!
ahaha.. that's all for today i guess. =) night night
Monday, April 12, 2010
Depressed for 2 reasons. . .
I feel so bad,
It makes me mad;
I shouldn't have make,
What might be fake.
I feel so sad,
And I did talk to my dad;
Dealing with emotions,
Restraining from commotions.
Have no mood to blog,
Feel like moving a log;
Its not a very big deal,
I'll feel better after a meal.
I'm so sorry,
I love my mummy;
So cheer up,
Then you can refill your cup!
It makes me mad;
I shouldn't have make,
What might be fake.
I feel so sad,
And I did talk to my dad;
Dealing with emotions,
Restraining from commotions.
Have no mood to blog,
Feel like moving a log;
Its not a very big deal,
I'll feel better after a meal.
I'm so sorry,
I love my mummy;
So cheer up,
Then you can refill your cup!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
I LOVEE my bed! ^^
I LOVEE my blanket! I LOVEE my pillow! And I LOVEE my boster! >3
Thursday, April 8, 2010
egg rolled omellete!
okay!! today is all about egg rolled omellete!!
soooo.. i took a picture of my 3rd trial!! =)
ahaha.. a picture before i cut the omellete..
it's actually a mixture of brown sugar and mango plus egg!! =)
looks nice right?? but its not.. =.=
anyway, I've decided to reduce the amount of sugar because it was too sweet..XD
but my next trial will definitely be nicer. =)
omg.. this is so awkward.. i can't stand reading my own blog..
stop reading.. STOP READING!! it sound soooo weird!! ( this is directed to someone in specific.. not you.. don't worry..ahaha)
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
a little bit of something for everyday.. =)
okay!! ahaha.. I'm going to blog a bit differently today.. XD
hmm.. how do i make the font bigger? It's so small that my eyes have to really focus to read and it's not because of my bad hand writing.
AHAHA.. Is this big enough??
Or may be this big??
Anyway, i remember 3 things my NS teacher once told me.
The 1st thing he told us was to pick up the trash whenever we see one.
The 2nd one was tooo.. oh ya, to greet whoever we met. HELLOOO there!! I'm sort of like meeting you too but it's just that i can't see you but i know you're there if you're reading this..ahaha
And the last one is to do something special everyday. When i say special, i don't literally mean it must be special. It can be just something ordinary but you would be able to remember it the next day. For example, like if i ask you what did you do yesterday, you would be able to tell me what you did like may be 'you ran after a dog?' or 'got chased by a chipmunk?' =)
It's just something interesting that happen to you because my teacher's theory was we should live our life everyday. We should do something interesting. If you can't do it everyday, then do something crazy once in awhile.
He even told us about a story when he told this to his class in the previous intake.
A guy got really determined and said he would get into the girls dorm (btw, the girls and guys dorm are separated in NS). ahaha.. it's kind of crazy and i forgotten what happened next. XD
So my story today is. . .ahaha. . .I didn't really do anything interesting.
I woke up in the morning today and i knew i needed to exercise!
so happened my sister was exercising with the playstation dancing mate so i joined in..=)
a picture of the mate. ^^
ahaha, after that the rest of my day was pretty normal.
Well, enough for today.
Good Night!! Love this font size! So easy to read!! ^^
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
recipes.. =)
helo!! ahaha.. guess what i'm going to blog about??!! FOOODD!! ^^
well, it's still my holiday and i had a sudden urge to surf the net to look for korean side dishes recipe.. ahaha.. and i found a lot of recipes but i didn't have all the ingredient!!
i want to make kimchi!! but i need the Korean chilli powder. I want to go Ampang.. =.=
anyway, i somehow found some ingredient and made 2... aaa.. one quite successful and another not so successful dish..ahahah
well, the 1s dish is the Korean rolled omelette. =) this was quite a success but my mom say there wasn't any unique taste. ahaha. nvm. i'll experiment on it again next time. I don't have a photo of this dish because i ate finish it before i realized i should have taken a photo of it.. XD
the next dish is a korean pancake.. ahahha..
hmm.. i'm suppose to use zucchini but i don't have that vegetable so i used japanese cucumber instead. ahaha.. and i'm also not sure whether i used the correct flour for the pancake..XD
ahaha.. i ate kimchi with the pancake to make my life easier.. XD
don't worry, that's not the kimchi i made. the one i made was too salty and tasteless that it had to go to the dumpster. XD
the sauce next to the plate is a combination of soya sauce and vinegar. ahaha. actually i'm not sure whether this is the correct sauce for the pancake. i only remember browsing through all the website and saw this sauce recipe but i forgotten it was for which dish.
the pancake looks pretty okay right?? =)
ahaha.. now you can take a closer look..
Ill definitely try again and i know it'll taste better the next time..
hmmm.. since my rolled omelette was quite a success, may be i should consider cooking for my friends to try. =)
It's really simple too so it won't consume a lot of my time..ahahaha..you guys better be careful, i'm going to bring my rolled omelette to college one day!! ^^
As long as there's nothing important the next day like a test or presentation, you are safe to consume my dishes.. =)
well, it's still my holiday and i had a sudden urge to surf the net to look for korean side dishes recipe.. ahaha.. and i found a lot of recipes but i didn't have all the ingredient!!
i want to make kimchi!! but i need the Korean chilli powder. I want to go Ampang.. =.=
anyway, i somehow found some ingredient and made 2... aaa.. one quite successful and another not so successful dish..ahahah
well, the 1s dish is the Korean rolled omelette. =) this was quite a success but my mom say there wasn't any unique taste. ahaha. nvm. i'll experiment on it again next time. I don't have a photo of this dish because i ate finish it before i realized i should have taken a photo of it.. XD
the next dish is a korean pancake.. ahahha..
hmm.. i'm suppose to use zucchini but i don't have that vegetable so i used japanese cucumber instead. ahaha.. and i'm also not sure whether i used the correct flour for the pancake..XD
ahaha.. i ate kimchi with the pancake to make my life easier.. XDdon't worry, that's not the kimchi i made. the one i made was too salty and tasteless that it had to go to the dumpster. XD
the sauce next to the plate is a combination of soya sauce and vinegar. ahaha. actually i'm not sure whether this is the correct sauce for the pancake. i only remember browsing through all the website and saw this sauce recipe but i forgotten it was for which dish.
the pancake looks pretty okay right?? =)
ahaha.. now you can take a closer look..
Ill definitely try again and i know it'll taste better the next time..
hmmm.. since my rolled omelette was quite a success, may be i should consider cooking for my friends to try. =)
It's really simple too so it won't consume a lot of my time..ahahaha..you guys better be careful, i'm going to bring my rolled omelette to college one day!! ^^
As long as there's nothing important the next day like a test or presentation, you are safe to consume my dishes.. =)
Monday, April 5, 2010
midst of thinking. . .
haizz.. i suddenly feel like blogging but there are just so many things to express..
well, i've got a half-dangling unfinish post which i'm not going to blog about it now, i just watched finished "you're beautiful" which is currently still stuck in my head, i've also read finish the 4th book of the twilight saga which is "breaking dawn" but that fantasy is slowing starting to fade due to the korean drama, and now i'm thinking about my future which is what i'm going to blog about now. =)
(noticed i've started to use , instead of .. .ahaha..this is because i'm practicing to write proper sentences which is not coming out so well with my first sentence which have like about 4 commas! )
I'm currently having 3 weeks break and this is my 2nd week already! I have to admit that i didn't make full use of my holiday. I didn't plan it out properly and i just linger around my house, doing random things and etc. Semester 3 is going to start soon and i'm going to have a headache. I mean if i don't figure out what degree to pursue then i'm going to have a headache. So i'm just going to blog about what I've been thinking.
so i was washing the dishes just now and my mom suddenly started talking about degrees. I usually try to avoid this topic of conversation because i just can't figure out what i want to do and i'm tired of giving the same excuses of "i don't know". Then i started thinking again about the options i had considered before for example mechanical engineering. Well, this options came up because i like to repair mechanic pencils. I'm also quite good at building and demolishing things. =) If i just see how other people fix something, i can catch up pretty fast with my genius brain. ahaha.. And i also don't mind getting oil or stains on my hands. When i'm clean, i'm a neat freak. When it's time to get down and dirty, I'll get down and dirty all the way! ^^ but well, this option didn't work out because hmm.. may be its because i keep convincing myself that i don't really like science. I kept telling myself that i just studied science to score well in spm but now i still don't really know whether i regret dropping my science and going for arts for pre-u. I was pretty rebellious at that time when i had to choose. Besides that, when i studied physics and chemistry in form 6 (i only tried for 2 weeks), i had no idea what the teacher was talking about and i didn't make an effort in trying to understand it either. I was just ... not thinking right at that time too. So in the end, when i took foundation in arts as my pre-u course, mechanical engineering was out.
Well, I've considered being a teacher before but i'm still not sure about this one. May be i'm influence by too many shows but i've always feel like influencing people in a good way. The feeling of a normal person like me can make a change or a difference in their life. Teaching is fun i guess but i don't really know whether i'm good at it. I am a fast learner but i'm not that good in explaining. There are a few teachers that i really like during my high school years because they really know how to teach. there's Pn.Chuah!!! my add. maths teacher.. XD Pn. Leela, used to be my history teacher. Pn. Shanta, my biology teacher which really made me understand biology..=) and of course my tuition teachers. I've always thought of how cool it would be to be like one of them, to be liked by the students and not to mention to be a 'hot' teacher that some senior students might have a crush on.. ahaha.. owwhh.. my dear brain that thinks too much.. i also like to mark papers. =) you know, holding a red pen and tick tick tick, cross cross cross, it's fun! Actually i might be a teacher but the low pay of a teacher is really holding me back. I might like being a teacher but i love money too!! ahaha.. unless i'm married to a super rich husband..XD
Besides that, i've also thought of becoming an actuarist. ahaha.. actually i'm still considering it but if i do want to pursue that degree then it will take very long and i'll need to repeat my pre-u and i MUST have a scholarship! The pay for this job is reaallllyyy good $$, not to mention it also involves lots of maths which i love!! and some economics. But somehow i chicken out from this options. Well, you see there's this genius guy in my secondary school like seriously a genius in maths. he has won many maths competition and even represented our COUNTRY!! for the olympic maths in don't know which country and won the 2nd place!! How genius is that!! he even got a JPA scholarship to pursue actuarial science in overseas. well, i couldn't help it but i kept camparing myself to that guy. At least i did participated in a few maths competition but i've never won, i don't get 100% for my exam everytime and i'm not as genius as him. So that's why i was cowardly with this option.
Hmmm.. another option was to become a pilot!! ahaha.. Quite random right?? It was just that moment when i felt like flying. ahaha.. actually i've thought of becoming an airstewardess but just incase i don't like serving then i can become a pilot. =) the pay is pretty good too!! the only concern is that your life and a few more hundred of other people's life is in your HANDS!! and the irregular working hours. But the thing is you don't need a degree to be a pilot of an airstewardess. So if just say you straight away go for this options and in the end you didn't like it, then you'll have a hard time looking for a job because you don't have a degree unless you are some super genius with super ideas to startup a super business and get super rich! ahaha.. then fine, go for it, what's the risk? So i've decided to have at least a degree first but this option is still currently open. May be to be consider after 8 years?
Okayy, ahaha, are you bored? nop. Am i bored? nop. So let's continue.=) the next option is a lawyer. I didn't really like the idea of being a lawyer at first but now i think its not such a bad idea. My mom and sister suggested this occupation after they went for a talk. it's kind of like by using you birthday, you can count and see what job is suitable for you and many more. So apparently i'm suitable to be a lawyer. Hah!! I'm going to sue you! XD.. well.. i just don't like it when you have to write reports but i think you can't escape from this in other jobs too. And i've not tried debating before so may be i should try it one day. =)
ahaha.. last but not least was accounting!! hmm.. i was quite rebellious with this option too. May be its because a lot of people suggested accounting and i got irritated so i didn't really like it. I did take accounting in form 4 but i've dropped it when i was in form 5 because i kept dozing off when teacher was teaching and i eventually couldn't catch up. But now i'm currently learning accounting in my pre-u course and it is actually quite. . . enjoyable i guess?! So i'm considering it. It's also like a common degree that people take when they don't really know what they want to do. The only cons for it is that during the year end it'll be very busy and you have to write a financial report. But of course there are pros too.
hmm.. actually there's more.XD.. well, this is not really an occupation thing but its kind of like a dream?? or hobby?? Its dancing!! =) ahaha..i love dancing but i'm not sure whether i'm good at it. it's just words with no action.=.= The only time i've perform was when i was 6 years old doing the "macarena". May be i've really watch too much television cause i've wonder what it was like to be a singer or an actress, to be able to dance on stage, to be able to act in different drama and different storyline which is all lay out infront of you. But of course reality kicks in and you know that your life is different from those drama. Your life itself has its own drama. The storyline may not lay out infront of you but it'll be discovered as time passes. So in some way you are an actress in your own life. You're the main character and you have a never ending episode until its time.
TOO much drama! Too much influence!! yes..i'm caught in my fantasy again.. sorry
Well, that's all for now. ahaha. NOW you know the story of elaine's indecisive decisions and options. XD But no matter what, I will have a happy ending! =)
well, i've got a half-dangling unfinish post which i'm not going to blog about it now, i just watched finished "you're beautiful" which is currently still stuck in my head, i've also read finish the 4th book of the twilight saga which is "breaking dawn" but that fantasy is slowing starting to fade due to the korean drama, and now i'm thinking about my future which is what i'm going to blog about now. =)
(noticed i've started to use , instead of .. .ahaha..this is because i'm practicing to write proper sentences which is not coming out so well with my first sentence which have like about 4 commas! )
I'm currently having 3 weeks break and this is my 2nd week already! I have to admit that i didn't make full use of my holiday. I didn't plan it out properly and i just linger around my house, doing random things and etc. Semester 3 is going to start soon and i'm going to have a headache. I mean if i don't figure out what degree to pursue then i'm going to have a headache. So i'm just going to blog about what I've been thinking.
so i was washing the dishes just now and my mom suddenly started talking about degrees. I usually try to avoid this topic of conversation because i just can't figure out what i want to do and i'm tired of giving the same excuses of "i don't know". Then i started thinking again about the options i had considered before for example mechanical engineering. Well, this options came up because i like to repair mechanic pencils. I'm also quite good at building and demolishing things. =) If i just see how other people fix something, i can catch up pretty fast with my genius brain. ahaha.. And i also don't mind getting oil or stains on my hands. When i'm clean, i'm a neat freak. When it's time to get down and dirty, I'll get down and dirty all the way! ^^ but well, this option didn't work out because hmm.. may be its because i keep convincing myself that i don't really like science. I kept telling myself that i just studied science to score well in spm but now i still don't really know whether i regret dropping my science and going for arts for pre-u. I was pretty rebellious at that time when i had to choose. Besides that, when i studied physics and chemistry in form 6 (i only tried for 2 weeks), i had no idea what the teacher was talking about and i didn't make an effort in trying to understand it either. I was just ... not thinking right at that time too. So in the end, when i took foundation in arts as my pre-u course, mechanical engineering was out.
Well, I've considered being a teacher before but i'm still not sure about this one. May be i'm influence by too many shows but i've always feel like influencing people in a good way. The feeling of a normal person like me can make a change or a difference in their life. Teaching is fun i guess but i don't really know whether i'm good at it. I am a fast learner but i'm not that good in explaining. There are a few teachers that i really like during my high school years because they really know how to teach. there's Pn.Chuah!!! my add. maths teacher.. XD Pn. Leela, used to be my history teacher. Pn. Shanta, my biology teacher which really made me understand biology..=) and of course my tuition teachers. I've always thought of how cool it would be to be like one of them, to be liked by the students and not to mention to be a 'hot' teacher that some senior students might have a crush on.. ahaha.. owwhh.. my dear brain that thinks too much.. i also like to mark papers. =) you know, holding a red pen and tick tick tick, cross cross cross, it's fun! Actually i might be a teacher but the low pay of a teacher is really holding me back. I might like being a teacher but i love money too!! ahaha.. unless i'm married to a super rich husband..XD
Besides that, i've also thought of becoming an actuarist. ahaha.. actually i'm still considering it but if i do want to pursue that degree then it will take very long and i'll need to repeat my pre-u and i MUST have a scholarship! The pay for this job is reaallllyyy good $$, not to mention it also involves lots of maths which i love!! and some economics. But somehow i chicken out from this options. Well, you see there's this genius guy in my secondary school like seriously a genius in maths. he has won many maths competition and even represented our COUNTRY!! for the olympic maths in don't know which country and won the 2nd place!! How genius is that!! he even got a JPA scholarship to pursue actuarial science in overseas. well, i couldn't help it but i kept camparing myself to that guy. At least i did participated in a few maths competition but i've never won, i don't get 100% for my exam everytime and i'm not as genius as him. So that's why i was cowardly with this option.
Hmmm.. another option was to become a pilot!! ahaha.. Quite random right?? It was just that moment when i felt like flying. ahaha.. actually i've thought of becoming an airstewardess but just incase i don't like serving then i can become a pilot. =) the pay is pretty good too!! the only concern is that your life and a few more hundred of other people's life is in your HANDS!! and the irregular working hours. But the thing is you don't need a degree to be a pilot of an airstewardess. So if just say you straight away go for this options and in the end you didn't like it, then you'll have a hard time looking for a job because you don't have a degree unless you are some super genius with super ideas to startup a super business and get super rich! ahaha.. then fine, go for it, what's the risk? So i've decided to have at least a degree first but this option is still currently open. May be to be consider after 8 years?
Okayy, ahaha, are you bored? nop. Am i bored? nop. So let's continue.=) the next option is a lawyer. I didn't really like the idea of being a lawyer at first but now i think its not such a bad idea. My mom and sister suggested this occupation after they went for a talk. it's kind of like by using you birthday, you can count and see what job is suitable for you and many more. So apparently i'm suitable to be a lawyer. Hah!! I'm going to sue you! XD.. well.. i just don't like it when you have to write reports but i think you can't escape from this in other jobs too. And i've not tried debating before so may be i should try it one day. =)
ahaha.. last but not least was accounting!! hmm.. i was quite rebellious with this option too. May be its because a lot of people suggested accounting and i got irritated so i didn't really like it. I did take accounting in form 4 but i've dropped it when i was in form 5 because i kept dozing off when teacher was teaching and i eventually couldn't catch up. But now i'm currently learning accounting in my pre-u course and it is actually quite. . . enjoyable i guess?! So i'm considering it. It's also like a common degree that people take when they don't really know what they want to do. The only cons for it is that during the year end it'll be very busy and you have to write a financial report. But of course there are pros too.
hmm.. actually there's more.XD.. well, this is not really an occupation thing but its kind of like a dream?? or hobby?? Its dancing!! =) ahaha..i love dancing but i'm not sure whether i'm good at it. it's just words with no action.=.= The only time i've perform was when i was 6 years old doing the "macarena". May be i've really watch too much television cause i've wonder what it was like to be a singer or an actress, to be able to dance on stage, to be able to act in different drama and different storyline which is all lay out infront of you. But of course reality kicks in and you know that your life is different from those drama. Your life itself has its own drama. The storyline may not lay out infront of you but it'll be discovered as time passes. So in some way you are an actress in your own life. You're the main character and you have a never ending episode until its time.
TOO much drama! Too much influence!! yes..i'm caught in my fantasy again.. sorry
Well, that's all for now. ahaha. NOW you know the story of elaine's indecisive decisions and options. XD But no matter what, I will have a happy ending! =)